come closer
it sneered
cross over
dragged me by the legs
dimmed the lights
switched on the vantablack looking machine
it dare not to lay a finger on its victim
until the spirits of nature intervened
first, you will be unconscious
second, you will be electrocuted
you will dream, then you will convulse
you will lose memories, but you will be happy
it’s all quite beautifully ethereal, isn’t it?
i said, oh no this is all so wrong, so many violations of the human experience, how could this even happen
it gave a deep sigh, as if I had not learned
a few months prior,
the spinning circles were isolating
“I could teach you a thing or two”
I could be a vessel
subservient
”don’t cry for the something that hasn’t happened yet” it said to me
fast forward
to unveil what was underneath,
it gave me choice
to see it, was corruption
to touch it, was annihilation
where was the desire left in eve?
to taste what nature had to offer me?
I had been afraid since birth
for the fate of Sheol or fate of obedience
even when mother said it was inevitable
it will be back for another barter
in the end
the antimatter remained undiscovered
the mind not knowing
what universe we could’ve shifted to
if death was a reality